I still love blogging. I am having the mood to blog this few days. Do feel me... I love this melody so much. It reminds me of my young age, along with my kiddy friends. The feeling was innocent.


Had been thinking of it deeply. Cant hear your voice, but I can still feel you. Finally, I am ready to say that it's over. When the night gets dark, I just hope to sleep peacefully. Close my eyes, hold on to my blanket so tightly. Wondering whether when will I sleep and wake up fresh tomorrow. It's no longer the old thing that had been turning around my thoughts.This is somewhere that I can express my everything. If I am allow to, I will stay here along with my feelings as long as I can.

Sorry, my diagnostic darlings, for not putting much effort on you. My heart flew away. It had traveled to somewhere else far away from here. After since my Tago incident, things seems to went on smoothly. I have been happy-ing all these while, but not until this time when I am suppose to keep my happy feeling and concentrate with my exams. Bad news that percubaan PMR, piano and violin exams are all stuck in August. It's gonna be tough for me to master everything in the same time. Hoping for excellence in everything is makin' me headache. Thus, I decide not to be worry abt the unnecessary things, as she said. Dad's bday is comin' soon. I was saving a little time to finish my latest video editing as his present.Guess what? I am gonna learn how to burn a CD this time. Wish me good luck before I end up ruining my mood with those failure.

Oh yea, I am falling in love with 'Air on the G string'. No idea since when I am into those opera voice. bla~ Dear bloggie, it's getting bored here, week by week. It's just like I have been talking to myself all this while without any disturbance. Maybe I had changed my way of blogging uncauntiuosly, more words less pictures. I realise that this change had brought me more own privacy than the way I blogged before. Is that a good thing? Hope it is.

There's more I felt today. This week is going to be special as they are many things for me to catch up with. I did not put high hopes on it, just in case more disappointment is coming ahead....
hehe~

Hey earthlings.
I will be turning fifteen soon♥

Time are running fast. It's like every single time I went to the same train with Junnie ,again and again, I can feel the speed of the time week by week. I had been day dreamin' abt my Tago and darlings. Endless smiles seems to stick onto my face so tightly. Well, if you're happy, you will smile like you'd never smile before, trust me^^. To another friend, I hope my smile will be enough to cover your pain and cheer you up. You're right, dont be worried abt some unnecessary things. hehe, smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

It's a bad bad bad bad news that diagnostic had not make me study harder. Had been studying with dear Vania today. Too bad, both of us weren't in mood to study. Haizzzz...
I just felt very weird with your existence. I really hope to know more abt you, but I am afraid that you are more than I have expected. Maybe, going back to normal will be the best thing. My heart is melting. Are you there? I do believe that this is more than the ordinary us before. Can you talk to me? I really miss you...♥

Hey, Hi guys! I'm blogging again, surprisingly.

Yesterday, I had great time in Putra Stadium to watch the Thomas cup 2010 finals. Even though the Indonesians had lost, and I was supporting them all the way by wearing my Indonesia's badminton shirt, but it was a great match between both countries who wanted to win this title so eagerly.

After the match, I ran down to the lower tier to take a closer look to all the badminton players. I managed to touch Lin dan's hand and he was extremely handsome. I couldnt believe that he looked so man in person! Arh! of course, I also get to spot Chong wei, Mew chew, bao chun lai, yu yang, ma jin, koo kien kiet, tan boon heong and so many other players. Haha~ felt so lucky man!

But the most exciting part had just begin that I can never forget the scene when Tago keninchi, my favourite badminton singles player, stood just right in front of me. He smiled, he was so adorable, just like a little man. I went crazy, shouting his name out loud as if i m a psycho. He sensed me and walked towards me. Just then, I was really stunned when he shook my han. His hand was so big, there's a ring in his middle finger, as I remember. Is he engaged? I wonder... The crowd gone wild. I screamed 'Tago, I love u so much. You are very good'. well, dis was awesome when I could barely believe that I heard a 'thankyou' from him. He has got a deep low voice. Omg, it was like a wonderful dreams for me. My heart was melted. I was crazy! I am glad that I could get near to him in person. Tago, I am falling in love with you man!! Arh! Y is he so cute. Suddenly, I feel like becoming a sports news reporter, so that I will got the chance to interview him one day... haha~ Hope my dreams come true. ^^















Japanese team buying drinks outside the stadium.



Oh yea, btw, today's teachers day was fun! I took photos with 'Adam lambert' and 'Alicia Keys'. They are so funny!! Will be tag in Fb soon.Watching the performance in dewan terbuka was really nice. Last time, i used to be stuck with prefects job, but I did not take part anything this year, except for enjoying the performance like a normal studetn. Perhaps, it's good to be normal. Being normal makes me feel different.

Hope my pimples will recover soon, because we are gonna take class pictures tmrw! hehe^^

Darling, thx for calling me last night in the middle of the night while I was too hyper abt Tago yesterday.
And to another darling, you are so cute like my Tago. I am falling in love with you....

Seen me in pinafore?
Lalala~ nth much for today. I am currently still in the mood with that thomas cup finals tmrw. I am going to watch it in the Putra stadium tmrw! Yay! haha~ I am a badminton lover, yet not a badminton player.

Meanwhile, I do think that Malaysia's badminton team had tried their best for the semi finals after watching the repeats this morning, as I was stuck in music classes during the exciting moments in the Putra stadium court yesterday night. My head was all abt hopes that Malaysia will be able to defeat china. Too bad, the score was 3:1, embarrassingly. As we can see, chong wei was in high pressure as he was the only hope in the Malaysians heart. He, as the badminton team captain was beaten by Lin Dan, world no.2. This had broke apart all Malaysian's heart. Even my mum, could barely felt afraid of watching him lose. Anyway, it's just a match. I believe that Chong Wei will have the chance to lead Lin Dan in the future, for the comin' ASEAN and Commonwealth games.

In the afternoon, watched Uber Cup finals. The korean won, shockingly. China lost to the koreans 3:1. China's coach, Li Yong Bo scolded wangyihan and all the china girls so terribly in the court. I am glad that korea grab their oppurtunity to win, but I pity China for losing. I guess they expected too much from China, isnt it right?


Lalala~ that's all for today... gotta sleep now.
Will watch Thomas cup finals in the stadium tmrw!
Who support Indonesia?
ME!
I am gonna wear Indonesia badminton shirt tmrw!
Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!