Smile

2010-11-10T19:49:00.001-08:00

This Blog is officially dead.
Thankyou for reading.

女人真的会想很多

2010-11-03T00:07:00.000-07:00

Girls really think too much. I am fed-up thinking stuff I should not be thinking... Hate this part right here.

I listed down all the things I should prepare to Italy. It's gonna be a long journey living in my host parents house for 2 months all by myself. Hope they will allow me to online often, cz I seriously cant live without my friends and family. Facebook and MSN will probably just give me a little informations about them.

Blogging is something like my diary these days. Even though i might not write something exactly what I think, but I wrote stuff that happened to me and my feelings toward it. I love to blog, but I dont do it often. Yes, I admit that I am lazy.

I am currently in Yiee's house. Just now just went to Kah Junn's house, cz he stayed near to Yiee's house ma. His house is so neat la!! LIKE. Haizz, so bored la~ All of us using computer... We are also planning to go to JiaJia baby's house for barbecue next week. Cant wait! I wanna goooooooooooooooo!! Dint go to JiaJia house be4 leh....

Sometimes, I miss the way I smile.

2010-11-01T23:29:00.000-07:00

I really hate myself now. I ate a lot of Japanese Meiji biscuit today.... Gonna be a fat fat yan yan baby jor.

Jen , JY and Yiee is comin over to my house for swimming. Love them so much la~ We are gonna have fun tmrw!
Finally made a skype account. skyped with yiee today....

Marcus is going to skate on Sunday. I asked mum whether if I can try, she said no. Sometimes, I just feel very bad about this. Mum did this for my own good... She dont want me to get hurt. But I am growing up now, I really hope to try out something new. She dont even allow me to skate in Italy. Why am I so clumsy? haizzz. Dont haizzz le, will become old faster...

I also dunno.

2010-10-31T07:05:00.000-07:00

Vania is home!!! I am so gonna call her tmrw. We are seriously gonna scream... Missed her so much la~

I really love this song, Fox Rain by Lee Sun Hae. It's such a beautiful song.
1 more month and I am off to Italy. I have not prepare anything yet... Not even my clothes. Heard Sinnye said that Italy is snowing now. Then if I go there at December, I will surely turn into ice.

Dunno why dun feel like eating these few days... haizzz. What happen to me?

Grandma came to my house today. She's so cute. She bought me Japanese Meiji biscuit and I love it ♥

再这样下去，我只会更不舍得走 ♥

Practice makes perfect

2010-10-27T22:59:00.000-07:00

Hey Earthlings, I am not in the mood , but somebody made me laugh like mad today. I am like a kid today.

I hope nothing will change, I hope you are right.
I will miss all of you so much.

这是什么感觉？

2010-10-26T06:12:00.000-07:00

我的梦想终于实现了，
我终于可以去了。

但是，
我害怕，面对这一切挑战。
我害怕，即使只是两个月，我会不舍得。
我更害怕，自己不能够坚强，忍不住哭出来。

开心与悲伤的心情混一起，
不知道该要有什么表情。
我很快乐，
也很悲伤。
不知道这到底是什么感觉？

I am LAZY

2010-10-24T23:43:00.000-07:00

Hello,
I just came back from Genting with my friends. I am totally exhausted now...
I am really lazy to blog lehhh.. sorry

I want

2010-10-18T23:10:00.000-07:00

If you are right beside me, you will here my voice shouting loudly now. I went crazy, again. This time, it's the last little thing I have not done yet this year. The last excitement that will allow me to be who I wanna be. I will probably receive my letter this week. If it is a NO for this year, I hope to have a YES next year. I must be out of my mind. It came into my nerves and I could not find any reason to say that I deserve to have this opportunity of lifetime. And now, the results are in God's hand. What I can do is just to WAIT, wait, and wait.... My heart is pumping really fast now. If this will be my destiny, then it would have change my life. I really wanna go Italyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! *shout really loud*

It's finally over

2010-10-13T04:51:00.000-07:00

PMR is over ♥

Let's get crazyyyy!

Hey Earthlings,

PMR is officially over! I am really very excited for my coming outings with my friends. But the bad news is daddy doesnt allow me to go genting with my friends... cry... BUT, who cares?! I am seriously not gonna let it ruin my lovely life after PMR. Anyway, I still can go shopping or some theme park with my friends, that will surely be fun too!

Yesterday was really HOT. We went pasar malam in Sri Petaling and it's very hot there... Jia yi was accompanied by someone to go home earlier. Yiee was stuck up with her spicy curry fish balls. The boys were off to somewhere else right after they meet us there. Jenny and I bought ear rings <3 Love that! We did not stay long as my contact lens made my eye painful and it turns red.

I was absent from school today and will not be attending to school tmrw too. I heard life after PMR is bored from a few of my friends. Maybe I was busy for the whole day, so probably I dont feel it. Btw, I wanna buy phone from Kok Looooooong! Life sucks without a phone. Mum promise me to buy after PMR, and PMR is over! I wanna buyyyyyyyyyyyyy...

haha, that's all from me today. Bye bye ^^

Krys ♥

2010-09-18T01:31:00.000-07:00

Life is beautiful today.

Flowers from my aunt. I freaking love her.

Updateeeeeeeeeeeee

2010-09-14T23:11:00.000-07:00

I went to Nilai with mum this morning. She was actually working, but I am bored at home, so I followed her there. We had great conversation together. I actually realize that Mum is beautiful when I looked at her from side ways in the car. Life is short, how I hope the time will stop for just a moment the look at her more closely.

Holiday is a time for me to get a closer look to my family and understand them more. I played Chinese chess with Marcus yesterday, he made me really angry and I intend to walk away from the chess board. Little did I know, I actually felt guilty about it. I just apologized to him just now. He's currently heading to get his brand new guitar, which is a super expensive one! Too bad, I cant change my piano nor violin after so many years of hard work, but Marcus just changed his guitar easily as he's an apple of everyone's eye! God, I should merajuk my parents more from now on....

That's all I can figure out to blog, wont be blogging too much till PMR ends.

Bye bye.

放心吧，我会快乐的活着。
这是我对你说的悄悄话。
希望你会看到。

I ♥

2010-09-12T21:43:00.001-07:00

Life is precious, I enjoy every single moment I live.

♥

少少的几个字隐藏了我想说的。

Did I hide away from you too long?

2010-09-03T07:38:00.000-07:00

Hello, guys.

It's been a long while I did not blog. How's life going on? Life is beautiful for me and I enjoyed having parties with my best friends. Never thought we can have parties like that. It was just simple and nice. I like the way we are now! Going Kasturi with you guys was really fun! I am happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! I am being childish again, somebody please punch me.

I am glad that violin, piano and trial exams are finally over. And so, I probably just need to focus on PMR. It's the starting of September, and we left almost a month to face our deadly PMR. Well, I guess this will be a long holiday to do some revisions. Gotta start doing revisions now!!!

I am currently learning how to play 'secret'. Marcus said it slow though. Really really really hope to play a complete one!

Meanwhile, my AFS results will be out by the end of September!!!! I really really hope my dreams will come true. I really really wanna meet Sinnye in person! ARHHHHHHHHH!!! But hope I am able to put these feelings a side, and focus more in my coming exams.

Lastly, just wanna wish you guys Happy Holiday!! Have fun with friends and stay happy, always.

Krys ♥

有时候，有些人，有些事，
不知道比知道更好；
知道了反而会不开心。
所以，我不想知道。

2010-08-13T08:41:00.000-07:00

Oh, please just give me a break..

I like this ♥

2010-08-07T07:14:00.000-07:00

Being alone is scary, but sometimes loneliness taught us how to be independent.

I told myself, no matter I get it or not, I will just accept the fact,
Never give up easily, that's the spirit ♥

2010-07-30T07:07:00.000-07:00

别再想了，继续努力吧~

Happy.

2010-07-16T07:04:00.001-07:00

I am seriously happy today!!
I'm sorry if I annoys you, but I couldn't resist my happy feelings now. Gosh, I did something really crazy, but it was nice to hear complement from the others. I am gonna do it again, next week. lalalalala~

Spend whole day chatting with Juin as all the teachers are under relief. I did not even study my sejarah today! Bad girl... PMR is in the corner, study hard! Or else, no pain, no gain.

I received love letter from Lai Man again yesterday, she's so cute. Gonna write it to them next Monday. I pity Mun Yee for sitting beside Weng Yee today. Weng Yee irritated her like she did it to everyone else. She's really making me angry and crazy in the same time cause she draws on my science success book and threw my bottle to the floor. But I couldn't blame her, she's always like that, that's her character. She told us that she had income problem yesterday, hope she's fine now. Even though I really dislike the way she irritate me, but she's kinda cute sometimes. I am so swt larhh...

Meanwhile, just wanna tell u guys that I am currently still on hiatus. Will not blog much until PMR is over. My schedule will be really full and will be really exhaust for mastering stuff.

P/s: currently chatting with Calvina. Thx for his Muruku by the way.

Love letter ♥

2010-07-08T22:32:00.000-07:00

Save more, use less, eat less.

I want my LG Lollipop ♥

Early in the morning, I woke up late and was late to school. First period was BM, we had some performances for Komsas. It was really fun! I felt so satisfied with my team mates cz they really made great efforts to it, even though the Sunflower Sheldon was makin' me mad. Love them so much, I ♥ my friends. ^^

I wrote love letters to my Tago, Lai Man and Juin today. Don't know whether if I disgust them? But Lai Man wrote a love letter back to me too. ^^ First time I receive a love letter. The feeling was so cute.♥ haha, I must be crazy...

My throat is under inflammation and it's really irritating that I felt thirsty almost every second. Pn Aida was really 'kind' that she made me yelled out the quiz questions like a mad girl during science period in the laboratory today. It's been a tiring day after all.

It's a good thing that my heart was not pumping fast when he sat right beside me. I must have mistaken my feelings towards him. He's a nice guy. He's cute. He's just like my brother who always care about me and so many other things that made me felt so... cute.♥ Oh god, I am doing it again. This ain't cute ok? I must be crazy, again.

Weng yee was really funny today, it's the first time I accompanied her to toilet. She even told me lots of stuff which made me felt really weird, yet different. She's crazy on her own way, and maybe that's the 'something' I like about her.

Juin is currently in the hospital now, missed her during KH period. Hope she'll be back to school on next Monday.

Feeling the color of life is wonderful ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Disapointment too.

2010-07-06T00:25:00.000-07:00

I regret having Facebook,
regret looking at your stuff
which will never make me feel any difference since the day I met you.

Krys♥

Buttons

2010-07-01T22:21:00.000-07:00

Had been playing around with my black coat lately.
2 more weeks to go before I will receive my letter.
I am lazy to attend piano and violin classes tonight.
PMR is around the corner, but I'm still doing nothing, except for day dreaming.
Tomorrow somebody will go Kasturi with me.
There's no MrLee class next week, again.
Hari Akademik and Hari Mesra will held on next Saturday.
Jenny had stomach egg today.
Juin gave me cute paper gift today.
I felt protected sitting in the corner with them today.
Puan Chan taught us BM instead of Seni today.
I miss Eunice, I miss debate, I miss pidato today.
I miss form 2 today.

Marcus faster come back, I am alone at home...

Hiatus makes me blog more.

2010-06-30T23:35:00.000-07:00

Hello, I am blogging again....
Did you miss me?

My best ever portrait. Never thought that I can draw such thing like this.

No matter how your heart is grieving,
If you keep on believing,
the dreams that you wish will come true....

It's raining and I am currently at home by myself now, scared. Hope Marcus will come back faster...

I've been dreaming a lot in my imaginary world, again. Imaginations are SERIOUSLY powerful. Perhaps, it's because there are too many dreams for my achieve. I felt tired, slept in school a lot of times. I also miss tuition, without them to occupy my time makes me lazier and lazier. I wanna go Mrlee's tuition!

I wanna sleep now, I wanna go for tennis later, I wanna go tuition...

Can I cry out loud? Can I go crazy now? I am crazy, I like being crazy, crazy is the best way for me to be happy , even though it felt really silly. I am crazy, do ignore me.

Still on HIATUS

2010-06-26T06:54:00.000-07:00

True good friends, does not mean that there are endless topic to talk
about when together. But when together, even if not talking, will not feel embarrassed.

I miss the way she was before, but time changed everything.
This is no longer a good ending, but I hope she will stay happy, always.

H.I.A.T.U.S

2010-06-19T23:18:00.000-07:00

AFS program

Piano Exam

Violin Exam

PMR

I am currently on hiatus.
Will not be blogging until PMR is over.
Gotta spend more time in studdies.
No pain, no gain.

If you will still listen to me....

I've been busy preparing for my AFS interview tmrw. Searching for so many information abt AFS through facebook, youtube, and it's official website. It's a pretty good news that I managed to gather some information and also met a AFS student through Facebook. Btw, I also found a blogger who blogs abt her student exchange life in France. hehe^^ I am really very excited now, hope I will try my very best tmrw.

Me being clumsy.
Sometimes, I wonder why am I always so clumsy? Last 2 weeks I lost my phone, last week I forget to bring my pendrive home from grandma's house, last friday I forgot to go for my piano's replacement class, few days ago I broke my violin bow which cost almost 50 bug and yesterday I fall down on the kasturi staircase. Oh god, is this such a joke?! I am so disappointed with myself. Why is this always happening to me? If I am not gonna improve myself again, how am I able to stay independent? I always tell myself to think before I act, but did it really helps? I dont know.

Sorry, Miss Jamie, I promise to do my best.

I am home....

2010-06-11T01:19:00.000-07:00

I am home!
Yea, just came back from Cherating, Kuantan and Genting Highlands with my families.
If you think that the beach is beautiful, I probably will disagree with it. The ocean was dark green and brownish colour. My new swim suit was ruined by the dirty water. Arh, hate that part. It was kinda bored as we have to travel all the way down to Teluk Chempedak for an hour just to have our dinner as there are no chinese restaurant up there. Oh god! It was all the receptionist's fault. Not until we discovered Kemaman and managed to enjoy our breakfast in Hai Peng Kopitiam. Well, it sounded like I did not enjoy it. But, at least the waves are pretty fun to play with and honestly, I felt lucky to see turtles laying eggs! That was such a good experience man!

Haha~ enjoy looking at my pictures there.

Krystle?

Being artistic.

Every body in their positions, where's me?

Haha~ me! so perasaan larh~

So, did Marcus enjoy himself?

Mum and Dad.
Guess what are they doing?
hehe! They are flying kites.
This picture looked so natural. Love it!

Langston Baby watering the sea?

Nice teeth ^^

Adorable kisses? Bluek =P

He is so obsessed with sun glasses la!

If you can see the turtle's egg, looks like a ping pong ball.
This is the first photo I captured when I saw the turtle laying eggs.
Too bad that the renjers scolded me for using flash.

Turtle's head.

Bye bye, turtle.

Oh, of course, wont forget to celebrate dad's bday there! His cake.
Lalala~ show him the video clip and I think he was kinda touched!
Loveeeeeeeeeee! My video editing skills improved le!

Meanwhile, I am so happy to know that I had finally received my AFS letter for an interview in SMK Convent Bukit Nanas on 21th of June, which is this coming Monday! I am gonna skip school again, sorry, jia yi! Oh, I am so excited, excited, and seriously excited! God, this is such an oppurtunity of life time. I really really want to go to Italy!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha~ crazy le me. But I hope I wont put this so high as I am afraid that I will fail. Besides, piano, violin, PMR exams are heading to me soon. Gotta pay more attention on them.

昨天发了一场关于你的梦，但那又能够代表什么？
I wish my dreams will come true.
Do feel me.

Smileeeeeeeeeeeeee....
You looked smart with big coats ♥

Attention

2010-06-05T07:07:00.000-07:00

I just lost my phone on Friday. I apologies for not able to reply any of you.
If you need to contact me, u can look for me in person.
I will give you my temporary phone number.
Thankyou.

Will go Kuantan tomorrow. Hopefully I will put my sad feeling away....
Good Luck to you le...

Well, perhaps, the only thing that makes me feel happy about was mum's suprise bday present, My passport, Elite.

320 GB Hard Drive storage.
Thx, mum!

Gift from Juin darling.

My heart shaped birthday cake.

Btw, wanna say thx to my darling Jiayi, the blog post was really really nice. I really love it! thankyou so much, you make me felt perasaan. Somore, thx to this person who tahan until 12 in the middle of the night to wish me happy birthday. I felt so touch... Good luck on where you are heading to now, will support you, always.

Marcus is gonna kill me if he sees this.
But I love this photo of him so much.
Looks like he's dreaming in his imaginary world.
So cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

That's all. will blog more when I am back. Bye bye...

I am still a baby ♥

2010-05-22T06:33:00.001-07:00

I still love blogging. I am having the mood to blog this few days. Do feel me... I love this melody so much. It reminds me of my young age, along with my kiddy friends. The feeling was innocent.

Had been thinking of it deeply. Cant hear your voice, but I can still feel you. Finally, I am ready to say that it's over. When the night gets dark, I just hope to sleep peacefully. Close my eyes, hold on to my blanket so tightly. Wondering whether when will I sleep and wake up fresh tomorrow. It's no longer the old thing that had been turning around my thoughts.This is somewhere that I can express my everything. If I am allow to, I will stay here along with my feelings as long as I can.

Sorry, my diagnostic darlings, for not putting much effort on you. My heart flew away. It had traveled to somewhere else far away from here. After since my Tago incident, things seems to went on smoothly. I have been happy-ing all these while, but not until this time when I am suppose to keep my happy feeling and concentrate with my exams. Bad news that percubaan PMR, piano and violin exams are all stuck in August. It's gonna be tough for me to master everything in the same time. Hoping for excellence in everything is makin' me headache. Thus, I decide not to be worry abt the unnecessary things, as she said. Dad's bday is comin' soon. I was saving a little time to finish my latest video editing as his present.Guess what? I am gonna learn how to burn a CD this time. Wish me good luck before I end up ruining my mood with those failure.

Oh yea, I am falling in love with 'Air on the G string'. No idea since when I am into those opera voice. bla~ Dear bloggie, it's getting bored here, week by week. It's just like I have been talking to myself all this while without any disturbance. Maybe I had changed my way of blogging uncauntiuosly, more words less pictures. I realise that this change had brought me more own privacy than the way I blogged before. Is that a good thing? Hope it is.

There's more I felt today. This week is going to be special as they are many things for me to catch up with. I did not put high hopes on it, just in case more disappointment is coming ahead....
hehe~

Fifteen.

2010-05-21T06:53:00.000-07:00

Hey earthlings.
I will be turning fifteen soon♥

Time are running fast. It's like every single time I went to the same train with Junnie ,again and again, I can feel the speed of the time week by week. I had been day dreamin' abt my Tago and darlings. Endless smiles seems to stick onto my face so tightly. Well, if you're happy, you will smile like you'd never smile before, trust me^^. To another friend, I hope my smile will be enough to cover your pain and cheer you up. You're right, dont be worried abt some unnecessary things. hehe, smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

It's a bad bad bad bad news that diagnostic had not make me study harder. Had been studying with dear Vania today. Too bad, both of us weren't in mood to study. Haizzzz...
I just felt very weird with your existence. I really hope to know more abt you, but I am afraid that you are more than I have expected. Maybe, going back to normal will be the best thing. My heart is melting. Are you there? I do believe that this is more than the ordinary us before. Can you talk to me? I really miss you...♥

Dreams come true?

2010-05-17T00:17:00.000-07:00

Hey, Hi guys! I'm blogging again, surprisingly.

Yesterday, I had great time in Putra Stadium to watch the Thomas cup 2010 finals. Even though the Indonesians had lost, and I was supporting them all the way by wearing my Indonesia's badminton shirt, but it was a great match between both countries who wanted to win this title so eagerly.

After the match, I ran down to the lower tier to take a closer look to all the badminton players. I managed to touch Lin dan's hand and he was extremely handsome. I couldnt believe that he looked so man in person! Arh! of course, I also get to spot Chong wei, Mew chew, bao chun lai, yu yang, ma jin, koo kien kiet, tan boon heong and so many other players. Haha~ felt so lucky man!

But the most exciting part had just begin that I can never forget the scene when Tago keninchi, my favourite badminton singles player, stood just right in front of me. He smiled, he was so adorable, just like a little man. I went crazy, shouting his name out loud as if i m a psycho. He sensed me and walked towards me. Just then, I was really stunned when he shook my han. His hand was so big, there's a ring in his middle finger, as I remember. Is he engaged? I wonder... The crowd gone wild. I screamed 'Tago, I love u so much. You are very good'. well, dis was awesome when I could barely believe that I heard a 'thankyou' from him. He has got a deep low voice. Omg, it was like a wonderful dreams for me. My heart was melted. I was crazy! I am glad that I could get near to him in person. Tago, I am falling in love with you man!! Arh! Y is he so cute. Suddenly, I feel like becoming a sports news reporter, so that I will got the chance to interview him one day... haha~ Hope my dreams come true. ^^

The Puta Stadium.

Lin dan versus Taufik.

Chian thomas cup finalist players.

The press.

My Tago!!!!!!!!!!!!

He saw me. He smiled. arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He's so cute! Love him so much! I want my Tago!!!!!!!!!!!!

Japanese team buying drinks outside the stadium.

Oh yea, btw, today's teachers day was fun! I took photos with 'Adam lambert' and 'Alicia Keys'. They are so funny!! Will be tag in Fb soon.Watching the performance in dewan terbuka was really nice. Last time, i used to be stuck with prefects job, but I did not take part anything this year, except for enjoying the performance like a normal studetn. Perhaps, it's good to be normal. Being normal makes me feel different.

Hope my pimples will recover soon, because we are gonna take class pictures tmrw! hehe^^

Darling, thx for calling me last night in the middle of the night while I was too hyper abt Tago yesterday.
And to another darling, you are so cute like my Tago. I am falling in love with you....

Thomas Cup?

2010-05-15T09:10:00.001-07:00

Seen me in pinafore?
Lalala~ nth much for today. I am currently still in the mood with that thomas cup finals tmrw. I am going to watch it in the Putra stadium tmrw! Yay! haha~ I am a badminton lover, yet not a badminton player.

Meanwhile, I do think that Malaysia's badminton team had tried their best for the semi finals after watching the repeats this morning, as I was stuck in music classes during the exciting moments in the Putra stadium court yesterday night. My head was all abt hopes that Malaysia will be able to defeat china. Too bad, the score was 3:1, embarrassingly. As we can see, chong wei was in high pressure as he was the only hope in the Malaysians heart. He, as the badminton team captain was beaten by Lin Dan, world no.2. This had broke apart all Malaysian's heart. Even my mum, could barely felt afraid of watching him lose. Anyway, it's just a match. I believe that Chong Wei will have the chance to lead Lin Dan in the future, for the comin' ASEAN and Commonwealth games.

In the afternoon, watched Uber Cup finals. The korean won, shockingly. China lost to the koreans 3:1. China's coach, Li Yong Bo scolded wangyihan and all the china girls so terribly in the court. I am glad that korea grab their oppurtunity to win, but I pity China for losing. I guess they expected too much from China, isnt it right?

Lalala~ that's all for today... gotta sleep now.
Will watch Thomas cup finals in the stadium tmrw!
Who support Indonesia?
ME!
I am gonna wear Indonesia badminton shirt tmrw!
Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Sorry sorry, 2 weeks again...

2010-04-23T06:04:00.000-07:00

This blog is so gonna die! well, I cant blame Melia for that, cz i am not updating it. I m busy. That's the best excuse, or should I say 'reason' that I can provide? It's beena really tiring week for me. I joined Mr.lee for science and maths. Mr.lee is so cute! Yiee tiing is so noisy in the car larh! I can hardly stand her. haha~ Bluek^^ Hope it will help me to improve my maths and science scales and so on.

Meanwhile, my time spend to prepare for my comin' music exams was part of them. Piano in the afternoon, violin at night. You can ask my dearest Jia yi, she have been told abt my fairy tale violin story day before. haha... Funny.

The days went on just like a glance from a different places. It was the starting of the year , but it's almost May now. I wonder if the time can stop for just a little while, allow me to feel the air every single day, so that I can still stay in this stage where everyone cares abt me. If I had a choice, I will choose to stay where I belonged before. Maybe that's the worst idea ever, but at least we might get closer day by day.

Is my blog always dull? Maybe I talked too much abt myself, my feelings, my thoughts and so many other things in my mind. hehe ♥

I dint want to reminf myself abt the presence of PMR, but i still did it. PMR IS IN THE CORNER!! Time runs fast, we left 5 more months. 5 more little months, and we are off to face those deadly PMR papers. oh, did I mention 'deadly'? Maybe it's not that horrifying, isnt it? How abt 'lovely'? sounds better now... hehe. Smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Btw, I cant believe my parents allow me to sign up for that AFS exchange student program! I am blessed. I finally can feel I am actually a grown up 15 years old girl! I hope I will be selected in the short list. At least it will give me a chance to do my interview. But, I think I wont put too much high hopes with it as I am just a 15, normal, clumsy little girl.... haha, so many ppl who wanted to go overseas studies so eagerly, I guess I only stands a 0.0001 percent to go. haha! it's okay, at least I try my best.

In here, I felt warm, comfortable. It's been almost 2 months I leaved prefect board. I am happier, crazier and much more hyper! loveeeeeeeeeee!!Love this feeling...

Too short, isn't it?

2010-04-10T06:20:00.000-07:00

Oh, update update... but it's still short, isn't it?

lalala~ 2 weeks leaving this bloggie again...

Oops, did you get bored of this bloggie? Well, i m sry to disappoint you, but the exact thing I was going to say is I will be taking on 'this' until PMR is over. ♥

Photo taken by carissa...

Went to Kasturi at saturday morning and ate in this 'very old' porridge stall...

If u are a big eater, 1 bowl will not be enough... just like me^^ haha

Photo taken with my new hand phone! loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee♥

Well, that's all I've got for today... Bye, see ya next week! hehe =)
Smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Indices or Algebraic Expression?

2010-03-26T07:15:00.000-07:00

For me, both are tough. And the bad news is next week's intervensi includes Indices. Lovely ♥ .

Dear Earthlings, sorry for not blogging during the past few weeks, cz I'm lazy =P
You may screw me. This blog is almost dead huh? hehe^^

Well, firstly, let me explain to you abt my previous post's title.
'Tomorrow's Wishes' was composed by an American 8 years old little girl named Emily Bear. In some ways, I found her interesting because the melody she composed was exuberantly good. It's like you'll never thought of a kid with young age compose such beautiful melodies. Tried so hard to look for that piece but still ended up listening to that video clip repeatingly. <3

Oh yea, btw, I might consider to quit debate too IF that penyakit sawan teacher is still in charge with debate. Arh. I just hope Pn Noraini will ask another teacher to replace him. Sometimes, I do pity that poor guy, but the whole incident that just happened on that day was like a night mare, or should I say horrifying? What if I suddently did something wrong and he take up a chair and say' Saya nak bunuh kamu!!!'? Oh, I dont wanna risk my life! So, I wish good luck for those who are joining. ^^

There's much more things I want to tell ya... I've been eating a lot after since I quit prefect! Recess was just like my best time in school, cause I am allow to eat as long time as it takes. Just like yesterday, I ate a bowl of meesoup, a packet of guava, a few nuggets and shared 2 cups of teh'o with Jenny. Oops, I am SO gonna gain weight! Unfortunately, that's not going to stop me from eating. haha~

Yesterday, Pn Norazlina asked me whether if I can do that 'program peribahasa' in perhimpunan. I asked her 'When?'. ' Bila-bila masa saya panggil kamu aje larh' she replied. And I was like WHAT?!! Omg, so scary larh~ I'm nervous now already. I mean, dont you remember the 'ikrar' I read in perhimpunan last year? It's so embarassing that I almost made the whole school laugh. I dont wanna repeat it anymore. Jenny, help.

My fingers are starting to feel the pain, but I wont give up, cause I fell in love with it.♥ Just cant believe that I actually love having violin classes with Miss Jamie. She's so cute and nice. Loveeeeeeeeeeee! My violin examination is comin' soon, hopefully I will pass. Wish me good luck <3>... Oh oh, I owe Jenny a piano lesson^^ Muackxxx her.

Since I cant bring you 'Tomorrow's wishes', I brought you ' River flows over you'.
hope you like it...

Here, say HI to my spongebob baby.

Love ,
Krystle ♥

Tomorrow's wishes, Emily Bear

2010-03-07T01:28:00.000-08:00

Just went to SHE concert yesterday, but too lazy to blog bout it.

I thought, maybe, this will no longer last till forever.
Our distance is getting further...

你总是对我时冷时热。
即使我知道你是为我好的，
可是我却对你感到好陌生。
这一切，
是距离把我们隔离了吗？
还是我想太多了？

I am normal.

2010-03-05T06:50:00.001-08:00

Yes, I am wearing pinafore.
Yes, I resigned.

As you know, I quit prefect, which means that I wore pinafore and white shoe to school! hehe^^ People who saw me wearing a different costume seems to just gave me a curious look, even if I dont really who they are. My friends too, they took like almost a few seconds to look at me before they shout out ' KRYSTLE !?....' and asked me why I made such decision. Well, maybe they still dont get use to it yet? Me either! haha~ But after since resigning, I felt more like a student, as in like my duty in school is just to study.

Morning, I sat under my class's row which I dont have to stand in front of the perhimpunan and ask students to keep quiet like before. Is that a good thing? hehe~ I still felt uncomfortable letting prefects check my nails, hair, name tag and bla bla bla.... but, at least, I got to go up to class earlier before teacher start her lesson, just like a normal student.♥

During recess, I will hang around with my friends and they will tell me bout their daily stories. But, that was know the best thing. The best part was I can enjoy my meals as long time as it takes.
In class, and yea, that's my new environment I've been talking abt all these while. Everyone is friendly to me. The bad impression with me abt them are totally destroyed. The new thoughts of this class has arrived. Walking around the class to chat with everybody is no longer a problem to me.

No stress , no politics and stuff. NO MORE
I am really happy now... for what I've sacrificed.
I'm proud to be normal again.

♥

2010-03-01T22:54:00.000-08:00

Feels like you just disappeared from my life...
I searched for you almost everywhere,
but what you've wrote made me feel like I am the one who disappear first.
I am sorry...
But i miss you. <3

Will buy white shoes later =)

2010-02-28T23:02:00.000-08:00

Bla bla bla~ haha^^
I am acting like a baby here...

Felt so free after handing the letter to Pn. Ida. She was not happy, I can say. But that's my final decision as I have to catch up my studdies. I will be normal again. I AM FREE! =)Anyway, I bought school socks and it's freaking cute!!! haha^^ I love them so much~ Will buy white shoes later.

It was my last day standing in front of the perhimpunan,
last day going into that room beside B. kesihatan,
last day scolding student for disciplinary issues,
last day going out from class earlier for recess,
last day eating mee soup with my fellow prefects,
last day doing my duty,
last day having role call,
last day wearing this dark blue shirt,
last day wearing black shoe and socks too,
and last day in prefectorial board.

So, the conclusion is I AM A NORMAL PERSON AGAIN.
Will wear pinafore with white shoes tmrw...
I will probably just spend my recess with JY and Jenny tmrw too!
<3 hehe^^

Just had a conversation with dad yesterday. The feeling came to me was he's getting old...I looked at his eyes, he looks different. I promise, I will spend more time with him. I promise, I will try my best to be his good daughter. <3

Me.

2010-02-22T22:33:00.000-08:00

I hand in my letter to her. I hope I made a right choice.
My hand is cold. But I wasn't nervous. It was just... I felt cold.

I was waiting so long, but it dissapointed me. Am I stupid? Or did somebody felt the same too? Questions in my mind but none of them are answered. He told me he will support me no matter what. My heart melted.

I found this new environment comfortable. Everyone seems friendly to me. At least, no more politics. I actually felt happy which I couldn't believe that....

年初四

2010-02-19T07:08:00.000-08:00

Hey guys, I've blogged almost 3 times today. My gosh, too much things to blog jor... haha^^
Anyway, during the fourth day, I visited my relatives too...

An antic, Guess which is my grandfather?

I sat Vanessa's car as it was to tight to fit carissa and manfred's.
Had fun during the journey.

Me and Vanessa

Vanessa and her mum. <3 them

Our face so cute right? haha Perasaan here!

Oh, kena hentam orh!

Reached there...
Eat eat and eat!

Spot Jeanne?

Acting perasaan here... haha^^

Smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

What happen?

Piece >< me and vanessa

Oh, carissa's so cute... I wanna hug her...

Vanessa lenglui

Wah, so straight larh...

5 lenglui here... haha perasaan...

Piece ^^

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年初三

2010-02-18T20:21:00.001-08:00

Third day of CNY, me and my cousins from Singapore went for an outing in Midvalley. We wanted to watch PERCY JACKSON but it was so crowded there... We gave up and just shop around. hehe^^

Lion Dance!

"What's your flavour? " by PY....^^ copycat here... sorry orh

Langston was a little tired..

Can you spot me? haha^^ so obvious larh

Go Manfred, Punch him!

Manfred, Marcus and Carissa

Haha^^

Bear bear so sad derh~

Piece!

2 piece!!

Spongebob teddy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love it...

That's all, smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!! hehe^^

Cny, I love u guys~ hehe

2010-02-15T21:07:00.000-08:00

It was 1 in the mid night, but we took some photos in grandma house... I freaking love my uncle's sport car. My cousins were really nice to me, they bring me to mama stall! hehe^^
Smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

The night before

2010-02-14T01:04:00.001-08:00

Dad put the oranges all over the floor yesterday.

We enjoyed packing angpau... hehe^^

Smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

Hidden words

2010-02-08T22:41:00.000-08:00

This morning, while I was heading to prefect's room, I saw somebody crying orh... I hope she's okay now. After that, I ran up to meet Cheryl to look for Encik skinny-stick. You will never noe how terrible he was. After recess, he showed up in my class as a relief teacher and he totally scared the whole class with his weird reactions. OMG, it was so terrifying. Jenny is no longer having time in prefectorial board, I just hope she made a right choice. Me? I am still under progress with mum's advice. Maybe, being normal is better though. In someways, I think it's time for me to take a break.... I hate myself for acting so innocent when I am not suppose to. I doubt the people who say sorry to me is faking everybody in the world, to tell us how sincere she is. Even some of them are doing the same thing, I guess. I trust ppl easily, but this time was different. I was calm to everything. I am getting stronger. And thx, Jia Yi, I will stay strong. To the person that said sorry, I would like to say Congratulations, you really put a problem to me, BUT you did not ruin my life. CNY is on next week. I just hope I will enjoy this festival with my family and forget abt S's annoying phrases. Cant wait to play with my Langston baby cousin from Singapore! He's freaking cute and talkative! and he ♥ Thomas and friends. hehe^^
Btw, facebook is all abt that german guy after since Kah Mun post up those pictures. Arh, I wanna take photo with him also! haha^^ just kidding, I will probably just scares him cz I dint even got the chance to speak to him yet. hehe ><

That's all, Smileeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!